Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Big Girl Camp?

I'm feeling frustrated right now. It's like I want the rest of my world to stop while I focus on this journey. I'm suddenly and instantly overwhelmed. I finished my workout today, and I should have been pumped. All I could feel was a sense of sudden dread. We're behind on laundry, work is stressful, and the real meals that need cooked require using fresh ingredients and I'm too tired to mess with it! Can't everything just STOP...at least for awhile so I can just DO this?! I want to read articles and books, stretch, exercise, plan, have time to clean vegetables, pack lunch, keep my eyes on the prize, etc. As it is now, I'm feeling a bit half-assed at many things. Seriously, how much easier and faster could this process be if I could devote more time and attention. Ugghh. I need to be sent to a ranch or a camp or given paid leave or something. I know there's a fat camp in Minnesota but it costs about $2,000.00 and, well, it's colder there. Deep breaths.

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  1. i feel you about the making a good healthy dinner. that is the hardest part for me. i am sooo tired when i get home that i don't want to cook anything, so i try to keep semi-healthy things on hand for a quick dinner and trader joes has been good for that. last night, i had a bowl of kix cereal while kenny ordered from mio's! aren't you proud!!!???? baby steps:)

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  2. Don't give up.

    I have a friend who does a blog for once a month cooking. Basically, you take one Sunday per month to prepare all of your dinners for the month & store them in the freezer for cooking throughout the month. She does a regular & diet version each month. Not sure if this is something that would help you to not have to prepare healthy fresh meals each night--they would already be done for you. In case you're interested, her website is www.onceamonthmom.com.

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  3. Here's the link for January's diet menu: http://onceamonthmom.com/diet-january-2011-oamm-menu-oamc-freezer-cooking-bulk-cooking-power-cooking/

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